Life got really anticlimactic fast……
There is no try, there is only do . — what are you yoda?
Breathing problems (day 2?)
“Out of your vulnerabilities will come your strength.” Sigmund Freud
You can just jump right into the next thing.
I feel like I really need to get this out and down. But everytime I try to make a video on it… I just become blank and the thoughts just swirl in my mind. I guess I really cannot think, talk and feel at the same time… I think I need a mourning period. But I’m scared to go into one…. because I fear what I will do when I am at more most random.
I need a break. Like an actual break.
I’m really starting to break. with all the emotions and what not. I just need to stop and take a break. No more pressure. No more whatever thinking about what to do next.
Ironically, here I am thinking what to do next…
Well the fact is, I leaving by today. so might as well sleep.
Victims of delusion… Am I delusional?
Seems it doesn’t matter but it does
We are who we are, we are where where we are, for a reason.
Maybe I’m sulking. Maybe I’m right.
You know how you spend a lot of effort on something but still end up feeling like your not sure what you just spend the last few hours on… Is that what corporate life is destined to feel like? #cantgetnosastification
I’ve pretty much realized I’m completely useless.